Where the Cracks Would Form

by johannespunkt

I just want to slam my fucking head against this wall until either head or wall crumbles. I shaved my head and I felt the skin there for the first time in years. I know how it will feel when I burst open. It will be pain and rapture. I can feel it when I close my eyes, the eggshell, how thin my bone is. When I rest my head against the wall imagining the strength I would need to tear it down, and you slam the door and the house shakes, I can feel where the cracks would form.